Probably you are reading this and laughing at this old way like who still writes a card on a birthday, right? But I wanted it to be special this year, or at least I try.

Anyway, I wanted you to know that everything you are reading is coming from a place you have created and painted yourself in my heart.

Maybe sometimes you think I'm joking when I tell you that you are one of the most unique and special people I have met in my entire life. Sometimes I ask myself — what did I do to deserve meeting someone like you? And I also ask: why now exactly did we meet? I don't know if you share the same feeling, but for me this is how I feel. After spending so much time with you, learning every small detail like what makes you happy, what makes you laugh, what makes you feel comfortable and what does not, even the things you like to eat and I got more and more attached to you and curious about with every day that passed. Despite you knowing I'm not the kind of person who lets people easily into his life, you came out of nowhere and added color to mine.

If I try to describe you, I wouldn't find enough words for it. But one thing is certain: you are the sweetest, cutest, purest, most white-hearted, most gentle soul and most importantly the prettiest woman I have ever met. You have this natural beauty that doesn’t try too hard, it just exists effortlessly, in your smile, your eyes, and even in the smallest expressions. There’s something deeply genuine about you, something sincere and unfiltered that made me remove all my barrier towards you instantly. It's true. You are mysterious, you don't let your feelings out that often. You have a certain toughness that makes things a bit challenging, and sometimes it scares me a little. But I think everyone carries that part inside even I do, and maybe mine is harder to deal with than yours.

I always try everything I can to make you smile and feel happy. I know sometimes I succeed and sometimes I make you upset or feel sad, but I promise it's always by mistake. And yes, sometimes I ask too many questions and maybe it pushes you sometimes but, the only reason I do is because I care so deeply about you, and I fear to see you sad even for the smallest moment. That is something I truly cannot control.

Something I have never told you before that I live every moment, every second, every day with you as if it were the last. Everything we have ever spoken about is still memorized in me until this day. And I know you if I told you this face to face, you would ask your usual question: "Why?" And my answer would be I don't know or maybe I do know, and I'm just pretending that I don't no body knows.

I know this got too long, and you hate long messages. But like this, you know for certain that I mean every single word here. I'm writing this like it's the last birthday message because maybe I won't have an opportunity like this ever again.

So Sweety, I wish you a happy birthday, pretty girl. I pray to God every day that you remain beside me, and I always ask god in my prayers to keep you safe and healthy, to grant you all your wishes and all the happiness you deserve, and to keep that stunning smile on your face for the rest of your life. Because you are a piece of a diamond that became extinct in our days, and you deserve everything in this world. I hope this letter makes this birthday as memorable and unique as me — hihihi.

Always remember, your pretty boy is always beside you. To support you, to hear you, and to be there for you until my last breath, or someone special that takes my place makes every day in your life more and more beautiful.